long tym had not blog le ,
it gonna rotten soon .
hmms , tis post will be unseen ~
unless you clever ,
hahas ^^
tis few day had been quarrel with baby damn loads !!
i really dont know why such tings would happen sia ~!
mayb its jux because of i'm working and had neglected her ?
but den ,
i holiday & even school days ,
i also had been ALWAYS tonning at her house ,
and almost everyday accompany her 24hr a day ,
not enough mahx ?!
i jux merely wanted to work to earn extra cash for my car & motor license nia ,
and u say cannot ,
than ok nvm ,
i listen to you .
than got one tym i talk to you about the work tings ,
than u say u had never stop me from work ,
WTH ~!
than holiday left 5 days le than i started work ,
than you suddenly say holiday left 5 days le than i go work ,
never accompany you ,
wats the meaning of this ?
i dont know sia ,
are playing me around mahx ?!
i really very SOT sia !
Than sunday ,
thats when my last day of work (next day school reopen),
i really damn tired and uncomfortable le ,
i wanted to go back my home and rest ,
and its quite late le ,
but u wanted me to go find u awhile ,
ok nvm ,
i tahan to go find u .
reach le ,
saw u and yr friend ,
than u started quarrel with me ,
u shouted , screamed , yelled , scolded me in the middle of road and in front yr friend ,
than whenever i wanted to explain myself but u dont give me chance ,
u jux ask me to shut up ,
than if i dont talk ,
than u say me why so quiet ,
nth to say arx or i deaf or mute ,
WTF ~!
quarrel till i miss my last train -.-
cant go back and prepare school for tml ,
needed to wake up damn early to go home changed and go school .
SHAG & TIRING
i know why u dont let me explain and sot tings out ,
cox u wan everybody know u are in the RIGHT ALWAYS ! than i'm the one FOREVER IN WRONG !
you hardly admitted yr mistakes de ,
mayb once in a blue blue moon bahx ?
everytimes u scold , shout , yell , scream , sometimes beat me ,
i only can tolerate nia ,
eveytime i tolerate ,
u get more & more over sia ,
but den i still have to tolerate ~
i really DONT KNOW HOW VENT MY ANGER OUT SIA !!
yr ATTIUDE iish so SUPER POWER ,
TOLERANCE HAVE LIMIT DE ,
and yet u keep over & over my limit ,
and i TAHAN ! TAHAN ! TAHAN !
luckily my temper iish good ,
tink if change to other ppl ,
i dont tink anyone can take yr attitude de bahx ,
hmms , mayb one or two bahx .
AND ! ,
whenever we quarrel ,
yr friends know whose right and wrong ,
and they everytimes helped me ,
i dont expect and wanted them to help me lohx ,
than u say
"li hai lohx , my sisters ,friends and family members all help you lohx ,
all stand at yr side , nobody help me , i always in wrong de lahx ."
you tink i wan they help me de arx ?
they wanted to help me u expect me to tell them shut up mehx ?
its impossible mahx ,
its their mouth ,
i cant stop them from saying anything mahx ,
wat can i do ?!
i really dont know sia ,
tis kinda of tings u also wan push the blame on me -.-
OMG !
nvm ,
i also admit it .
HAIS !
EVEYTHINGS WRONG ITS MY FAULTS !!
AND ! ,
you know i had neglecting my family mahx ,
i keep on accompany u 24hrs a day ,
how about my family members ?
i know u're important ,
my family also very important de mahx ,
i wanted to go home ,
u also want to stop me from going home -.-
i hardly can go home sia .
i also sometimes need to spent times with my family de mahx ,
yr family and mine is totally different i know ,
but u dont assume our family iish the same ,
i wan & need spent some times with my family de ,
luckily my family members understand me ,
or else i really dont know how sia .
I JUX WAN SOME FREE TIME TO DO TINGS I WAN & LIKE !!
IT'S SO DIFFICULT MEHX ??
still got alot more tings wanted to say ,
but lazy type le .
tired liao ~
hais , can anybody tell me wat to do ?
i really so frustrated sia T.T
tings are getting out of hand le ~!
